Am I really Ready?

No, no no! Is all I can say. I thought that I was, but I also forgot that I have never done this as a mom! I hate the Navy this evening, and although I know this is what I signed up for, doesnt mean I have to like it! I would vent this on the mommy board, but again lack of support and comfort are present there. I guess it is because I am no known by many of the people on the board, but there is just a lack of support. Most things posted there by me, go to the bottom or next page! Oh well! I am joining the FRG group, which is great for me. I need to be surrounded by people who know what I am going thru. What being married to a deployable husband is like and what being on surge truly means! I also question my job status alot. Do I stay working full time, do I find a part time job? I dont know. I love the income, but the job is tiring and makes me irratable. I also feel as if my children are being abandoned. What to do, what to do...more to come I am sure!

Great night...

Recently I have made friends with our neighbors, Mikki and Jason...who have also introduced us to some other great friends, including Ms. Kim! Well Mikki is out of town (the baby they are adopting is due any day now) and Jason came and hang out along with Ms. Kim! We had a blast, we ordered Chinese food, drank Moscoto and watched Mama Mia! We laughed, cried and got a great out door show also! Let me explain....first, Jason calls for Chris to come outside, apparently two of our lovely teen neighbors were throwing punches over a girl (soooo not worth it) and the guys had to break it up! Kinda sad, but entertaining! Then we told them to break it up or we would call the cops (obviously not fans of teen troubles, and in the three years I have lived here, I have never seen it! ) so they left....well after Mama Mia finished, Kim and I went to walk her cutie dog Reece and noticed about 20 cars on the street that have NEVER been there! Odd right...well we watched as about 25+ teens came walking out of a house of the road (some of which were in the fight) and get into random cars,,,,,some carrying containers that I am pretty sure were alcohol! I cant say for sure if it was...so I was at no grounds to call the cops! If you knew the size of my house, you would know that 25 people in it would never work! So that was our show for the night! We came back in, drank up some more yumo wine and played Scene It movie trivia on the xbox! It was nice to just hang out and be with our friends, and have no worries, esp since lately we seem to have many of them! I havent blogged about Christmas yet because it was so bitter sweet! The whole week I was in NJ, my Pop was in the hospital with Kidney failure...and I am just not ready to accept it...So that blog is for later!