Am I really Ready?

No, no no! Is all I can say. I thought that I was, but I also forgot that I have never done this as a mom! I hate the Navy this evening, and although I know this is what I signed up for, doesnt mean I have to like it! I would vent this on the mommy board, but again lack of support and comfort are present there. I guess it is because I am no known by many of the people on the board, but there is just a lack of support. Most things posted there by me, go to the bottom or next page! Oh well! I am joining the FRG group, which is great for me. I need to be surrounded by people who know what I am going thru. What being married to a deployable husband is like and what being on surge truly means! I also question my job status alot. Do I stay working full time, do I find a part time job? I dont know. I love the income, but the job is tiring and makes me irratable. I also feel as if my children are being abandoned. What to do, what to do...more to come I am sure!